I have a really hard time relaxing. Don’t get me wrong–I don’t mean I’m an especially hard worker. Any given weekend you’re not likely to find me mowing the lawn or painting the trim or weeding the garden. I get plenty of down time, that’s definitely not the problem.
What I mean is, I have a hard time stopping and just enjoying life for life’s sake. I feel guilty if I’m not doing *something*, even if that something is a hobby or other “leisure” activity.
I’d like to change that.
I mean, I’m already lazy; I might as well enjoy it. Might as well smile and watch the ducks walk by as if I have all the time in the world. ‘Cause after all, I actually do… when I don’t waste it doing more things just for the sake of doing more things.